14th

Having lesser expectations, thus lowering the disappointments you're getting. I've learnt so much from this 14 months that even without any expectations, you will still get disappointed as well. Investing all of your time and love for someone whom you think deserves it best, and you only get to realize he's not after so long.

Someone who is tired and busy everyday, shouldn't be attached if he isn't willing to even take time out for his girlfriend for a simple and short conversation. Couples who don't even communicate much? This is too much for me to handle. No gifts? Its perfectly fine, i can live with that. No dates? I really don't mind just cuddling at home sometimes. No time? I'm really sorry, you'll definitely make time no matter how busy you're for someone who means something to you,despite the busy schedule. This goes to show much how i mean to you. And being lazy? More like whether you want to do it or not, so i guess its a no.

I don't expect much.. Hold on, i forgot i don't even have any expectations yet i don't even get the basics needed. The care and concern.....those times when i needed someone the most, you were never there. Even a normal friend could do so much better than you. The double-standard times..where you can do anything you think it's alright and taking my kindness as weakness when things happened. Not even abit of respect for me, and the best part is you don't even feel bad at all.

This is how much i can take till then, done.